Location: Camp near Potomac Creek, Virginia
Date: 01-27-63 (letter says 1862)
Dear Wife, With the blessing
of god I am well at present and hope these few lines will find you the
same. I could not tell you all that I
wanted to in the last letter so I write you again. To day I have just done my washing for this
week. All I had to wash was a pair of
drawers, shirt, and a hankerchief. You
ask if some of the men don’t get lice on them.
There is a great many of them in that sad state. It comes princepaly
by not keeping themselves clean. I think
I look about the same onley not quite so fleshy as
when you last saw me. Maybe I am not
quite as white as you would like to see me but that I cant
help. Fletch cut my hair yesterday and
as it fell in my lap I saw a great many grey heairs amongst. It is the first time I noticed them and
perhaps would not now if you hadent spoke of it in your letter. I worry a great deal about ever getting home
again. You see our chances are small
compared with sickness [p. 2] and the battle field but then I am hopeing for
the best. Perhaps I done wrong in
enlisting when I did but it is too late to retrieve now. I am in the hands of a just and almighty god
and perhaps he has sent me here for some work which one like me might do. I shall look with Bright hopes for the future, let the Dark side be what it may. Dear Clara, my clothes at present are in
pretty good order. I have got them
gloves yet that I brought from home and I have drawed 2 pair of socks from the
government and a new pair of pants made by Kelloog in Utica. My boots I sold as soon as we left
Camp Seward they hurt me to march in so I have
had to draw 2 pair of shoes since we left Rome.
They are poor things that don’t last long. As for getting an office, I guess that will
never be although yesterday I was told I was a going to be made a Corporal in
the Company but that you see don’t amount to much although it will relieve me
from a [p. 3] little extra duty. I hope
my little ones are not calling in vain for I dearly hope to see you all
again. I wish you would right in your
next letter if you are Entireley alone.
Where is Lotty and Malvina? Ask
her why she don’t write to me any more or has she
forgot her Brother. I suppose now my
folks are gone. I wont
hear from them again in a good while. Oh
if I only could come home again how glad I would be. I would not leave it again until death took
me from it. If a man dies down here he
is cast on one side like some dog and that is all that is thought of him. They bury them without any coffin and most of
the time without any ceremony. I saw
something in this last move we made, something that sickened me of fighting any
more. While we were marching towards the
river to go on the battlefield, we did not know at what hour, Gen. Warren was
so drunk he could hardly set on his horse and still kept drinking. With such a man to lead us in danger I
thought it was awful and I was told by old soldiers that all of our generals
got beastly drunk to get up their courage.
If that is the way to get courage so help me
God I hope to never have any. Licor has
been dealt out to us twice since we have been here but Dear Clara I have not
drank it. I have given mine away. It begins to look like another move by the
activity displayed by the Officers for a day past and if we do go I cant tell where it will be but I think not at the same
place. But wherever I may have to go I
pray that we may soon be reunited and live many happy and peaceful days out
together. Take good care of my little lambs
and yourself for my sake. God and his
angels protect you from harm. Hoping to
hear from you soon, I remain your hopeful and loving husband,
Peter L.
Dumont