Camp near Potomac Creek,
VA
Saturday March 21, 1863
ÒThe first of this week our Caverly [sic] and artillery [sic] had quite a fight on the Raphanock River and we were expecting to be called out
every moment and this morning there has been Considerable Sharp fireing [sic] Close by us and we havenÕt heard yet what it
was we was Expected to go out Every minute but is is
all stoped [sic] nowÓ. Snowing. Skirmishing and raids all around but the 146th
has nothing to do with them.
Rigging and fixing up the camp as though they are going to stay but he
thinks they will have to move soon,
ÒThis morning the Regt. Was
marched up by Companies to The Hospital to be Vaxinated
[sic] for the small Pox theysay there is a great many
cases all around us of that kind and if it once gets a hold of the armey [sic] it will sweep threw [sic] faster than the
bullet can.Ó The Captain told Tom
he was going to try to get him home because his heart has been affected and he
is off duty again. Peter wants
Clara to go stay with Òour folksÓ if she can: ÒI shall be more Contented if I
knew you are there if you and Julia went together it wouldent
[sic] be but a little while before Every thing would go wrong and I have often
heard my mother say she could live with you untill
[sic] she died and I think if you ight happen to get
sick you would get more kindness from my mother than you would get from your
own sister although I know it is saying a great deal about her. But it is TomÕs wishes all the time
that you will both go to keeping House together. I think Dear Clara you must be as Poor as a Crow by this
time if you have nursed that boy all winter but I suppose you know best about
such things better than I do. I
wish he would grow fast enough to come down here and lick the Southern Giant and
then perhaps I might get home I wish you would gell george if he comes home to writ to me.Ó Peter doesnÕt know where to direct
letters to George. ÒI suppose you
would rather see me than him but with our folks it wont make much differance [sic] he has been away alongtime
now and you must all be glad to see him if he is clear of the draft never to
come down here because he will be sorry if he does all his life perhaps I was
never made for a soldier and cant bear to be one its something else besides
playing up soldier on 4 of July as you see them in Utica. It is so much excitement here from
morning till night I cant take a moment of comfort that fife and Drum and the
Bugle is enough to make one crazy and then [?] they are what leads you on to
Death or Victory and they have become so odious that the boys swear every time
they come out.Ó
He says her letters are good
and that he used to laugh at her spelling at home so Òyou must not blame me if
I comit [sic] the same fault now it is a natueral [sic] complaint of mine and I canÕt help it.Ó He says he feels bad Sarah canÕt find
relief from her sorrows and to tell her she has his sympathy and love as a true
friend. He wishes Clara were
living with Sarah. ÒI think if
Jake had lived and come with me here we should of grown more and more atached [sic] to one anotherÉ. Dear Clara I suppose you woul be very glad to see me but I wish you would give up
the idea of jumping over the old marble block for fear of hurting your ) [half circle like a closed parenthes]. I wont tell you now and then what
would be good for you must Excuse my Blackgarding
Dear but you yourself now that would hurt and that would hurt me just the same
as you selfÓ. Give his love to
father and mother and all the folks.
It has been six months they have been separated. Hopes the war would settle this Spring and he would feel better about staying until
then. Lengthy
romantic religious closing.
P.S. Asks her to send a little of each red, white, and blue sealing wax,
and a little piece of sandpaper in each letter as big as the letter, not very
coarse: ÒmiddleingÓ.